I knew there was no return
When you walked in the distance

You left a trail of sadness
For all to burn

The word “find” has new meaning
When I gave up on hope and believing

Living life, an aimless wander
So many nights, I think and ponder

Why was it your time?
Your voice, no longer a familiar rhyme

They say special ones must leave-
If so, why pain when we grieve?

I can’t help but wonder where you are
Lingering I hope
Or sitting on a star

I hope you are smiling
And do not know-
That our emotions are compiling

If you are free and flying
Give me the strength
To keep me from crying

My heart will never be complete
Without you-

But what you gave is with me
In everything I do.

For you sweetheart, I love you Becky.
By: Vjollca Elshani

Becky, I miss you so much and pray for you everday to come back!
Nothing’s the same without you sis! I miss you beyond belief. With all the activity going on which are unexplainable Beck I know you still reside at 6355 MONARCH FREAKIN’ CIRCLE! lol
love your lil sis,
*tima*

Do you miss the world you knew before
What is it like above the thunder and roar

Do you hum or sing or play a tune
Do you skip or dance or fly along the moon

Do you wander from star to star
What does life look like from afar

Does the wind blow softly when it caresses your face
Where is your secret place

Below the moon or near the sun
Where do you go when your day is done

Are there Angels and wings of white
Does this very place you call home feel so right

If so, you belong, and I will not cry-
But I will never stop questioning WHY?

Becky this is another poem for you.
Miss you more thany you will ever know.

Thanks for that poem, it is Becky alright! I bet she still makes fun of you wherever the hell she is! And that breeze around you, yeah, she”s trying to lift your skirt! Lol! I love you momsy, even though you smell funny. vj